It turned out
that Rose had to lead the Doctor and his two new companions back to the Tyler
Estate. She suspected that he knew the way but was letting her have control.
She briefly wondered why he didn’t suggest using the TARDIS, which she still
hadn’t set eyes on. Rose wasn’t certain she would really believe if any of what
was happening was real until she saw it, or set foot inside it. But then, she
had had so many dreams she had thought were real only to wake to disappointment
that she was scared to let herself even dare to hope what she was experiencing
was real.
At some point
during the relatively short trip, Rose found she had slipped her hand into the
Doctor’s as they walked. Whether it was instinct or he had reached for her, she
didn’t know. Neither had uttered a word about it, and, if she was honest, she
hadn’t really noticed until she tripped on the pavement and the link between
them kept her from falling.
“Careful,” the
Doctor murmured under his breath.
Tara and John
were pacing steadily along behind them, arms linked, as silent as the two they
were following. Both tried to pretend complete disinterest in the behaviour of
the Doctor and the new blonde woman, but neither could deny their curiosity. He
had mentioned the name ‘Rose’ several times since they had known him, but that
had been nearly four years now and he had never gone on about a blonde girl he
used to know. He had, however, displayed a few long minutes of absolutely manic
behaviour, most of it thankfully in the TARDIS, once he had realised where they
were.
“I’m okay,”
Rose mumbled. She looked up at him and suddenly felt nineteen all over again.
She was thirty-six now. His new companions appeared to be in their early
twenties. He seemed to have barely aged. God, he really was timeless.
“Is this it?”
“You said
nothing about knowing a millionaire,” John commented, amused.
Rose nodded,
“This is my parent’s place. I suppose it’ll split between my brothers and
sisters and me when they’re gone. They’re not exactly millionaires…” she
frowned, “They just…have a lot of money…lots and lots of…okay,
I guess maybe they are…”
“Quite the
change of fortune for you, ‘ey Rose?” the Doctor
tried another smile.
“Money can’t
buy happiness,” she stared straight ahead. She decided to leave ‘and believe
me, I’ve tried’ off the end. Rose glanced at her watch and suddenly stopped
dead, meaning John nearly crashed into her. She quickly apologised and seemed
to stare at the three surrounding her for longer than was necessary. So far,
nobody on the streets had been staring at her for holing hands with an
imaginary person. And, if this was a dream she had conjured herself, she
wouldn’t have invented two new friends for him. Well…she might have, probably
would have, just so the Doctor wouldn’t be lonely, but she was pretty certain
that Tara and John weren’t the creations of her own mind.
“Rose?” the
Doctor frowned.
She fidgeted
on the spot, almost uncomfortable for a second, “…School’s out now. They shut
my brother and sisters’ one for the day, teacher training and all. But Jack’ll be home, or coming home…”
He nodded,
slowly, unsure quite how to react. Which was a rare
occurrence for him.
“Don’t…” she
began. She sighed and tried to find the words, “Don’t…tell him anything if you
see him. Please,” she looked back up at him, “For me. You can’t…I mean…it
won’t…you won’t…’Time Lord’ him if you get to see him, right? He won’t…change…”
The Doctor
shook his head, “No, nothing works like that… He’s part Gallifreyan,
would be, technically is…could be, if things ever turned out that way, the last
Time Lord…but my being one doesn’t seal his fate.”
Rose nodded,
absorbing the information. So far, she had passed off any unorthodox medical
treatment as a biological defect, as far as Jack was concerned. She had no idea
how to introduce the Doctor to her son if he saw him. Her mum and dad might
expect some connection between father and son to be forged. She wasn’t sure how
to handle that.
The Doctor
took her hand in his again, “Come on then,” his attempt at reassuring
confidence failed when his voice shook a little.
“What about all these rifts this Torchwood place has caused?”
“We seal
them,” he replied.
Rose shook her
head as they approached the main entrance to the house, gravel crunching
beneath her feet, “No, its not your duty. They screwed
up…!” she could remember sealing the rift on her Earth as if it were yesterday.
She wasn’t prepared for something like that to happen again. And despite all
the pain her actions had caused her, she knew she would never be able to
forgive herself if the opportunity to save lives and do the right thing arose
and she chose herself over others. Even if it meant sealing
herself away from him again forever. Or what was supposed to be forever.
“Half the
scrapes I get into aren’t my duty, but I still try and fix them,” the Doctor
said softly, “and I don’t, who will?”
“Some overpaid
idiot beind a nicely carved Torchwood desk and me, I
don’t know. I’ll fix it, I will, I’ll make sure they do,” she shot back. Rose
had never behaved so horribly to him before. Well…perhaps once…twice. Maybe she
was seeing how far she could push him…waiting for someone, somewhere to lose
patience and reveal the grand trick they were playing.
“Idiot and
Torchwood go well together,” he commented, “so there you have it in one. I wont let their stupidity cost so much again.”
Rose nearly
asked what he meant, but he tightened his grip on her hand and she suddenly
understood all too well.
“Jack, quit
it!” a young female voice rang out from round the corner of the mansion.
“Respect your
elders!” a laughing, rumpled, teenage boy emerged from round said corner,
tripping into a stumbling run, trying to balance himself
on the uneven gravel.
“That’s
respect your betters!” Kathryn was in hot pursuit, bleach blonde hair flying
behind her.
The boy
laughed louder and grinned, “If you insist!” he stopped running and dodged the
girl who was technically his aunt, grabbing her as she passed him and swinging
her round, “Give up?”
“Never!” she
shrieked with laughter.
“Jack Tyler,
you put Kathryn down this instant,” Rose raised her voice.
Both kids
stopped dead at the sound of an adult voice of authority.
“Hey, Mum,”
Jack greeted. He loosened the tie of his school uniform with a grimace, “How’s
it going?” he realised his mother was clinging to the hand of a man who seemed
to be around her age, “Hi, I’m Jack,” he greeted.
The Doctor
managed to stop staring and nodded curtly, “Nice to meet you, Jack Tyler.”
“Oh my god,”
the astonished voice of Jackie Tyler came from the main door to the mansion,
“Oh my god,” she repeated. She couldn’t tear her eyes from the Doctor.
“
Jackie looked
from the Doctor to her grandson, then back again. Her gaze settled back on the
Doctor, “Its you,” she stated, managing to keep her
voice mostly neutral.
He nodded, “Its me.”
Rose suddenly
burst into action, approaching her son with a smile, “He’s an old friend,” she
told Jack, “haven’t seen him in years,” she stopped beside him, “What did your
teachers say about your GCSE’s today?”
“Predicted
grades?”
“Yeah.”
Jack shrugged,
“Science still says double A, not so great for English. She says I’ll get a C,
but won’t have trouble passing the exam to get it.”
She smiled
again, standing in front of him, overly protective, “Well, can’t be good at
everything.”
“The kids said
you sent them home early,” Jackie spoke only to her daughter, “…I can see why.”
“You can
see…?” Rose questioned, subtly requesting reassurance that she wasn’t mad.
“Oh, I can see
alright.”
Jack was
staring past his mother to the figure in the long brown coat who seemed almost
nervous, “What’s he called?” he asked his mum, quietly.
Rose looked
back at the Doctor, “Well…”
He stepped
forward, “I’m the Doctor,” he said.
“Doctor?” Jack repeated. He looked back to Rose, “…I don’t need
another doctor, I’m fine.”
“Its his name. Sort of,” she explained, “Parents name their
kids all sorts’a things these days,” she laughed
softly, uncomfortable.
“I’m here to
help your mum with a project at work,” the Doctor began. Not so far from the
truth, he supposed. The boy had his eyes. He had a son… He had been a dad once,
but that hadn’t been…that hadn’t been quite the same as actually-
“How’d you do
it?” Jackie asked from the door, voice surprisingly soft. If all she saw was
true, she was delighted for Rose. But it all also meant she could very well
lose her daughter again…or she could get hurt more than ever.
“I didn’t,” he
replied, “Torchwood.”
“Mum says they
call in specialists all the time,” Jack grinned broadly, “You must be one of those
really smart guys.”
The Doctor
found himself mimicking the smile almost perfectly, “You could say that…”
“God, where’re
my manners? I’ll never get the hang of this hostess thing. Look at me leaving
you all out here like strays,” Jackie shook her head, “Sorry loves, I didn’t
get your names?” she beckoned to Tara and John, who quickly supplied their
designations.
The Doctor
raised an eyebrow and glanced at Rose, who couldn’t help but grin back. Getting her husband back, in a manner of speaking, had certainly
mellowed Jackie Tyler considerably.
“Well, you’ll
be staying then, ‘least til morning when Rose goes to
work,” she glared at the Doctor as if to say ‘don’t even think about timing it
to tomorrow morning in that police box of yours’, “I’m sure amongst our several
hundred bedrooms and nigh off a million bathrooms, there’ll be somewhere to
stash you. I swear I still haven’t spent more than five minutes in some of the
rooms in this place…” Jackie paused, “Or is the world coming to an end?” she
tried to make the question sound jovial.
“It might,”
the Doctor answered, “But I’m sure it can wait ‘til morning.”
“Mum, I’m
hungry,” Kathryn complained.
“Alright,
alright, go find something,” Jackie said, “Jack, give her a hand, would you?”
He nodded,
“Yeah,
As soon as
they were out of earshot, Jackie approached the Doctor, “What’s going on? Why
didn’t you get here sooner?” she demanded.
“Mum!” Rose shouted, a little shocked.
“I didn’t do
this on purpose, Jackie. None of it. Any of it,” he
insisted.
“You’ve hardly
aged…” the
“…I’m gonna…” Rose waved her hands in an inarticulate fashion,
“Go for a wander round the grounds, yeah?” she headed off.
The Doctor
stared after her, uncertain whether to follow or not.
“You two hungry?” Jackie asked Tara and Jack, “Come on, let’s
find something to eat.”
He was still
staring after Rose.
“Well, go on
then,” Jackie prompted.
The Doctor
nodded and headed after the mother of his son.